Saturday, August 28, 2010

Girl , Boy



Girl:

"Yes, I'm looking at you".

"No. it's not because I'm in love with you" I smile.

It's because I hate you so much.

Every single move you make irritates me.

Everything you say pisses me off.

I see how you deal with things, and it makes me hate you even more.

Why am I doomed with your presence everyday?

Why do you have to be a part of my life?

Why do you have to acknowledge me?

Why am I meant to know you?

I watch you, when you don't notice. I wonder what goes in your mind.

You tease; you interfere with what's none of your business.

You look at me and smile a smile that reaches your eyes. As if knowing that's what gets me boiling. If it was possible steam would be blowing out of my ears and nose like a volcano about to explode.

That's what you do to me.

You irritate, tease and get on my nerves.

You got me boiling with something as simple as your smile. I'm not a hateful person.

It appears that the hate in me comes from you.

I don't hate for no reason, even though it's the opposite with love. I find my self loving for no reason, but I can't seem to find it in me to actually love you.

I want you out of my life, but it's out of my reach.

It's not in my hands to make you go.

For some reason you seem to like hanging around.

I got a feeling you won't be leaving anytime soon.

When you smile, I smile back hoping to see you leave soon.

Everyday before you go you always say "Goodbye".

I reply "Bye" hoping that I'll never see you again. As if you can hear my thoughts, you turn around and say" I'll see you tomorrow". I Wave, hoping not.

Boy:

"Are you looking at me?"

"Why? Are you in love with me?" I joke.

But I'm hoping you are, because I love you so much.

Every single move you make makes me want you more.

Every thing you say sounds like music to my ear.

I see how you deal with things, and it makes me love you even more.

Why am I doomed with the fear of telling you?

Why do you have to be so far out of reach?

Why do you have to be so perfect?

Why can't I just tell you?

I watch you, when you don't notice. I wonder what goes in your mind.

You ignore; you act like I don't exist in your surroundings.

You look at me and when I look back at you, you look away. As if knowing that your look is what gets me going. If it was possible I would glue my eyes to you because I don't want to see anything but you.

That's what you do to me.

You ignore, pretend I'm not there and you still take my breath away.

You got me spacing out with something as simple as your look. I'm not a romantic or a loving person.

It appears that the love in me comes from you.

I don't love for any reason, even though it's the opposite with hate. I find my self hating for any reason.

But I can’t find it in me to do anything but love you.

I want you out of my head, but it's out of my reach.

It's not in my hands to make you love me.

For some reason you choose to forget about me.

I got a feeling you won't love me anytime soon.

When I smile, you smile back sending goose pumps all over my body making me never wanting to leave.

Everyday before I leave I always say "Goodbye".

You reply "Bye". I hope that you stop me and tell me to not go, but you don't. I turn around and say "I'll see you tomorrow". Thinking tomorrow is a new day maybe you'll see how much I can't live without you and maybe someday find it in you to love me. You Wave taking my heart with you

Monday, August 23, 2010

Never To Be Remembered ..



I'm the one they don't remember her name …
I'm the one they make fun of while passing…
I'm the one they point their fingers at to blame…
I'm the one they tend forget about her existence…
I'm the one that from now on will never be the same…

Goodbyes .



The day to part is near…

To go separate ways from the people we love…

The people we've known for years, in a minute you go separate ways and you grow apart…

All you have left of the people that were once a priority to your day is the memories…

Good memories that when you look back you can't help but smile…

The bad things we went through together, when you think about them those are the things that made us grow stronger…

Those are the things that built our family…

The family that's home was our classroom…

It didn't matter where we were what mattered was being together…

And that is what we are going to lose…

But the memories that are printed in our brains as the best days of our lives will never fade away…